Tenna

My Kenny wig came today! =w= I look horrible as a blonde, but SHIT IS IN BUSINESS NOW!!!! :D Now I just need the converse and the contacts. XD

I hate how I’m becoming one of those girls that…admits things. -___- Like, I know it’s NORMAL to admit to the person you like that you like them and want to see them and stuff, but…I was kinda raised against admitting feelings. XD I’ve learned from experience that if I admit or show what I feel I either get ridiculed, or people get mad because they don’t understand. So I keep everything in. So I felt incredibly stupid when I admitted to him that I like him [even though it’s obvious that I do] and when I said I wanted to see him [which I do] It’s just unnatural to me.

I’m just really fighting with myself right now. XD I want to admit all these things to him, but it’s against my nature to do so, and I feel like if I do it’ll make me seem desperate and it’ll drive him away. ._____.

I’ve never been in this situation with a guy before. I don’t know what to do. T3T

1 .the person i like and why i like them.

Luis. Because he’s so cute and sweet and nice. And nerdy like me, but in a different way. XD

2. a famous person i’ve been compared to.

Uhhhh…..nobody. XD I look too poor to look like a famous person. XD

3. 5 things that irritate me about the same sex/opposite sex.

Same: 1. Even we don’t know how our minds work. Seriously. Girls are complicated as shit to other girls. 2. THE JUDGING. EVERYTHING you do or wear is judged cruelly. 3. The fact that we strive to be the perfect woman, thinking that it’s what guys want, but it’s really just us comparing ourselves to other women. Guys don’t give as much of a shit as we think they do. 4. The fact that we’re so emotionally driven. DAMN YOU, EMOTIONS! You can all go to hell. XD 5. The make-up and clothes.This is negating the second thing I said, but come on. If you look like a whore, people don’t think you’re hot. They think you’re a whore. :/

Opposite: 1. I swear this generation’s guys are women. If they aren’t gay, that is. 2. I hardly express myself, but when I like you, I make it obvious. Please do me the courtesy of making it obvious whether or not you like me as well. 3. WHY THE HELL DO THEY HAVE SO SMELL SO GOOD?! 4. The fact that they’re obnoxious from ages 13 to approximately 25. 5. The fact that they think honking at me when I’m walking down the street is flattering to me. No. It makes me flip you off and call you a fucker, dipshit, dumbass, fuckface, etc.

4. the best thing that has happened to me this week.

Well, I saw him on Saturday, then went to my friend’s. And on Sunday, my friend’s mom cut my hair and it’s super cute! :D

5. weird things i do when i’m alone.

Sing, sometimes dance, make myself look pretty, read fanfics aloud and pretend I can do french accents…. XD

6. how i’d spend ten thousand bucks.

Trip to Japan, baby. XD

7. things i like and things i don’t like about the way i look

Like:

My hair, my eyes, my legs, my boobs

Dislike: My boobs, my stomach, my face fat, my eyebrows, sometimes my ass, sometimes my nose

8. my last night out in detail.

Let’s see…..starting with the day, went to living traditions with him, visited my uncle’s vegan hot dog cart [which goes against my very being, btw. XD But I gotsta support mah famiry. XD] and tried a Raz Dillo [vegan twinkie] was surprisingly delicious, but the sweet hurt my teeth. Ate delicious food at the festival, got dropped off because he had to work. DX Went home, had a bbq wherin my aunt decided it would be nice to invite ALL my little cousins’ friends along. -___- Steph came over, she introduced me to Dynasty Warriors 4 and was frustrated that I couldn’t read the damn map. XD We left, went to Jordan landing, dicked around at petsmart and michael’s, then Target. Got starbucks there, went back to my place, and everyone had left [thank god. XD] Then went to our friend Colton’s house, and after he was done with his game [completely unaware of the things happening on his bed behind him…fail. XD] he and I played Soul Caliber 4 while Steph played LEague of Legends, then after an hour or so, she decided to play me. And I don’t get this: I can beat people who avidly play SC, and she NEVER plays it, yet ALWAYS beats me! And it’s not her button mashing, because both colton and I are master button mashers and I can usually beat him! XD Theeeen…..I went to Steph’s for the night. XD

8. something that makes me sad when i think about it.

Oh, so many things. XD

10. something i’ve lied about.

…Oh, so many things. XD

11. would i rather be stranded on a desert island with someone i love for ten years or someone i hate for a month? explain why.

Honestly, I’d say person I hate. Because with people you love, too much exposure can eventually make you sick of them. Whereas with people you hate…hate mostly comes from not understanding, and being stranded with someone you hate may just make you come to understand them better. XD

12. something i’m currently worrying about.

Uuuhhh…what he thinks of me. >< Like…he must like me if he’s wanting to continue dating, but…I’m just worried it’s not as much as I like him. ><

13. one person from tumblr i’d throw off a cliff, one i’d marry and one i’d fuck.

I wouldn’t throw anyone from tumblr off a cliff. ….Or fuck them, or marry them. XD

14. something i do without realising.

Uuuuhhhh…..blink. XD

15. lyrics that apply to my current situation/mood.

Solo somos tu y yo bailando asi pindiendo mas y mas calor
sintiendo que soy para ti abrazame fuerte dale no me sueltes
llego el tiempo de los dos oooo oo oo ooo ooo o ooooo
oooo oo oo ooo ooo o ooooo
oooo oo oo ooo ooo o ooooo

Bebe , bebe, pero que bien te ves tu eres la que me enloquece
me gusta a mi acariciame con los besos tuyos se lo que es vivir
al ritmo y al movimiento le ponemos sentimiento viviéndonos el momento una y otra ve

no no , tu eres cielo yo soy fuego vamo a ver quien se va a quemar

16. a drunken story.

I don’t really have one. XD I don’t drink. XD

17. something i regret.

Waaaayyyy too many things to count. DX

18. post a picture of myself.

Neh. XD

19. my longest relationship and who it was with.

Uuuhhh…probably my last one. Shawn. Who turned out to be an ignorant dick afterward. -___-

20. press ctrl v and post.

21. post a bit of my last IM convo.

I don’t generally IM. XD

22. 5 things i want to change.

1. My body [flatter stomach, bigger boobs]2. my relationship status [meaning to go from dating to bf/gf.] 3. The size of my t.v. I want a 60”, damnit! My 20” ain’t doin’ it for me! DX 4. The fact that I’m so blind. -___- 5. My arting skills. XD

23. my view on being tumblr famous.

I would like to BE tumblr famous at some point. XD

24. someone i’d like to be for a day and why.

Someone more confidant. It’s obvious why. XD

25. 5 things within touching distance.

Coke Can, Contact Solution, Phone, T.v Remote, pumpkin spice candle. XD

26. story of my first kiss.

Oh, god. I don’t wanna talk about it. It was awful. DX

It’s Saturday! Been waiting all week for this! >//////<

(Source: theshiningwizard)

Saturday cannot come soon enough for me. >///<  Watch him get called into work or something. XD

I feel like a damn 16 year old again. XD But I can’t help it! He’s so cute! XD

I’ve been giddy as hell since last night. He hasn’t even kissed me or anything yet! I just have so much fun when I’m around him. >/////<

1. How large are your feet?

9-9 1/2, depending on where I go. XD

2. What is the weirdest thing you’ve eaten?

Consciously? XD I don’t know how weird this is, but I frequently make toast on the griddle, melt at least two kinds of cheeses on it, then garnish [and by garnish, I mean pour liberally. XD] it with hotsauce, lime juice [the kind that comes in a bottle. XD] and pesto. Pretty fucking delicious. XD

3. Have you liked my status?

As I stole this and wasn’t tagged, no. XD

4. What are your pet peeves.

Having to repeat or explain myself are the two big ones. XD People. Uhhh…..when people ask “why” to everything I say, or question my motives. XD

5. What’s the most disgusting thing you’ve ever stepped in.

Not sure. XD

6. What’s your favorite movie from when you were a kid?

The Lion King. XD

7. Favorite toy?

Probably the Simba I’ve had since I was three. He’s in pretty damn good condition for an old man. XD

8. Favorite TV show?

Right now? Regular Show, South Park, Family Guy, American Dad, LOK, Victorious….I watch way too much t.v. XD

9. Favorite game?

Any of the soul calibers, left 4 dead 2, Ratchet and Clank 2.. XD

10. Favorite song right now?

Uh…Indescriminate murder is counter-productive by Machinae Supremacy. XD

I just realized two weird things about myself. XD Whenever I write or draw, I have to put my hair up. I just have to. XD And I always have my big headphones on to listen to music, even if I’m watching t.v. Or rather, I use the t.v as background noise for my music listening. XD